So, here we are. After this roller coaster ride of back and forth, we're at this weird place where we go our separate ways. The fire is still there. Or, so I think. But we cant be. We cant make this work no matter what the other person does. Best to leave it where it is and return to our respective partners before one of ends up really fucked in the head.
I've moved on. I think, anyways. And you went back to her. And as your friend, I still don't think that you made the right choice. Anyone but that insane hood-rat. But I mean, that's another story for a different day. This is about what we've learned. Well, what I've learned.
And honestly, you've taught me so much. I've grown up so much in the short time from May to now. Thank you for everything you were and everything you weren't.
Fairy tales don't exist to me anymore. And if something is too good to be true, it probably is. On the bad side, you've jaded me a little. I'm skeptical of a lot now. Words mean nothing. If I don't see it, then I don't believe it. But even then, I'm still a bit unbelieving.
A friend of mine asked me if you ever wanted to come back, would I let you.........
I honestly now can say no. You've put me through too much. I'm too scarred from this whole thing.
Black roses for this dead love.
Ahhhhhh..... beautiful
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