12.19.2010

Can You Find The Words?

Okay. Please don’t kill me guys. I know I was supposed to be back since Wednesday but between getting back from New York with a terrible cold, working unexpectedly two days in a row and then running off to North Carolina spur of the moment; it’s safe to say that I’ve done the most and neglected my dear blog.
Anyway though… the subject that is at the forefront of my mind is this…

Have you ever been put on the spot? Such as… you’re staring at your guy/girl in the eyes and they suddenly ask you, “Why do you love me?” ….wait, what? Why you ruining my moment for, man? I DON’T KNOW.

 Maybe it’s just me but when I get those types of questions I get tongue tied and confused. The words don’t come out right. They’re mangled and shallow and totally not what I mean at all. I basically end up looking like a childish idiot who doesn’t have any concrete reasoning as to why I feel the way I do.

Well, give me a few minutes to get my words on some paper and you get this…

            I feel you in every pore of my being. There’s a connection that I cannot form the words to describe. I’ve only felt this intense feeling with you. The fire that dances behind my eyes when I stare into yours burns intensely. I love being around you; I smile constantly. The jokes we have between us are priceless. The carefree nature that we have with one another and the laughs that come easily cannot be compared to anything else. When our hands intertwine, my heart pounds so hard that I feel as if it will jump out of my chest. I would have your children at a moment’s notice and I would alter every plan if it meant building a future with you. I cannot see myself with anyone else but you. I feel safe in your embrace. I feel beautiful and I get breathless when you look at me. I would never do anything to disrespect you or what we have. That’s why I love you, boy.

That should suffice, right? It better.

Peace and Love. Be blessed. 

2 comments:

  1. Your writings are so beautiful. I admire your work.

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  2. Oh my gosh..... That was just mind blowing. Damn, I so feel you on this one. All it needs it an R&B track, and you sure have a hit. You see, I knew you are a very creative writer. I can throw some lines too. I am feeling strong for a special woman too, and reading this, feels like we both are feeling the same way towards one another. You so got some rhythm and poetry in you, this is what I truly like about you. ;)

    -Jake Mendez Jr.

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